02.05.2010 | Happiness Project | 12 comments
Iv’e been thinking about FEAR a lot lately and how when I was afraid I would instantly shove it out of my head and tell my self “Im not afraid”! I was afraid of fear. I would always think of the saying: The only thing we have to fear is fear itself. Little did I know at the time, that very saying was damaging my soul. It took me a while, but I am finally not afraid of fear!
Fear is actually my FRIEND and anytime I am afraid I find it as an ample opportunity to GROW. I believe fear is there to tell us something is wrong or something is out of balance in our lives. We can’t always fix what has happened, but we can figure out why we are afraid and work through those thoughts and feelings. Fear is also there to discourage us, if we let it. It’s funny because I always thought showing fear was a sign of weakness, a sign of no faith, but as I face my fears and accept that they are very real. I feel STRONGER and more FAITHFUL each day.
Last week we tried to find Happiness in Nature!
We had a FREEZING WINTERY DAY. So we went outside and played for hours.
We have this adorable bird nest in our yard and we just laid on the grass and looked at the bird nest and watched the sky.
This Humming Bird always comes to our house :). We watched him for a good hour. He just flew from tree to tree. Have you ever watched a Humming Bird? I love how their wings flutter.
Maddux took this pictures of us. :)
I also tried to find signs of Love in places around the house.
My BFF :)
Last but certainly not least. I can’t even tell you how something as simple as having my tupper wear organized has brought me GREAT JOY and HAPPINESS! I am no longer scrambling and stressing trying to find lids that match. I am no longer wasted food, because I immediately put what we don’t eat back into the refrigerator for leftovers. It’s amazing.
02.05.10 | Happiness Project
AmyPunky Photography: The pic of your kid holding the plant is beautiful! I love the word 'beautiful' and the canvas! (05/02/10, 02:29)
Jenny J: great post, Angie. i find fear is especially important for us photogs to overcome as our livelihood is looking at life square (or rectangularly) in the face. the more we allow ourselves to see, the more we can communicate what others can't or are unable to. oh, and the hummingbird images are incredibly sweet and soft. (05/02/10, 02:34)
Jennifer Bowen: Pure awesomeness. (05/02/10, 02:44)
tammie billey: aw, the photo of Paisley makes me want to try have a girl....i need a bff. :) (05/02/10, 04:30)
Ashley: I love this post! So simple, yet so profound! Oh and the tupperware- nothing makes you feel as good as organizing does! (05/02/10, 05:26)
Tassi Smith: The photos are beautiful. I can't wait until the weather is good here for us to late out on our grass. I only wish my cupboard was that organized. (06/02/10, 06:48)
amelialyon + fam: LOVED this! Ang....I think I need to participate in my own happiness project. (07/02/10, 12:15)
Samantha: Good for you! And wonderful post on fear. I am truly inspired and reminded of my own. Thanks! (07/02/10, 03:06)
heaven: this couldn't have come at a better time. I spent half my day in such fear of moving in any direction that I couldn't even leave my room..Then judging myself for being in fear and trying to be brave and believe. Luckily I have amazing friends and they reminded me that fear is just as much a part of us as happiness and love and anger and all the rest that makes us human. THANK YOU! (09/02/10, 12:57)
lisa leonard: love these. perfect! (09/02/10, 08:16)
Jeanette: You guys are the cutest people EVER! (11/02/10, 09:03)
Sam n' Mary: Wow, so insightful, Angie. Glad you're able to embrace things that are natural to us whether it's fear or happiness. ~S (14/02/10, 06:10)